Laungan azan.

Indah.

Merdu.

Enak. 

Sayangnya,

Ramai yang buat telinga pekak.

Tadah tangan apatah lagi.

Manusia

Bila akhir zaman, begini.

Banyak benda yang 

Tak Diendahkan.

Suatu masa nanti

Dia akan rindu

suara Allahukahbar itu. 

SixJanuary

Melancholy

Everywhere I look
I see her.

Every songs that were played
I hear her.

Every seconds that pass,
I think of her.

She used to talk to me.

We would have conversations
that ran deep
like the rivers after each seasonal monsoon.

Now,
even as the tempests occur without warning
there's only silence that greets me.

-Sheena baharudin-

walk and away

And we could not talk
Even when we bumped into each other.
The best thing to do is to stop.
Stop everything, leave and move on.

Ada cerita

Ada cerita
Bila masa kita berdua
Tetapi tak bersama

Dalam satu kereta
Terbongkar segala rahsia

Saat aku duka
Aku bagitahu segala
Saat aku suka
Aku kongsi semua

Entah. Semua berlalu macam tu saja.

Two Thousand Fourteen

Salam.Hai. Hello. 

Thank you for all the lessons in 2013. Let's see what will happen in 2014.

And I hope you understand 

kepadamu
aku meminta.

kepadamu
aku berserah.

kepadamu
aku berlindung.

moganya hati ini dijaga.
Erat. Rapat.

dan kepadamu.
Dia.

manusia begitu

Manusia

dikatanya itu ini.

Bila ada yang bersuara, 

Dikatanya cuba melawan, 

cuba membantah.

Manusia,

Pemikirannya selalu begitu.

katanya,

jadi  manusia

Dia tidak boleh bersuara

tidak boleh berkata apa apa

Manusia,

sememangnya begitu

Cetek.

-Hiedayusof-

perasaan itu

Perasaan itu
datangnya tiba tiba
tanpa diduga

aku bertanya
adakah ianya hanya suka suka

lamanya aku sedar
bahawa ianya pasti
pasti perasaan itu bukan hanya sukasuka
perasaan itu adalah nyata.

 ' Dan telah aku katakan '- Adi Wafi

----------------------------------------------------------

Dan telah aku katakan
bahwa hatimu jua aku mau curikan

Sekurangnya aku ini zahir di lengsamu
dan bukan sekadar angin
yang melintas lembut di sisip pipimu

Dan telah jua aku katakan,
aku mau kamu.

Lasagna

2.8.2013. pertama kali saya buat Lasagna sempena birthday umi. Jom saya share resepi untuk Lasagna ni okay :). Untuk Lasagna ini saya bahagikan kepada tiga bahagian. Bahagian A ( Topeng ), bahagian B ( inti daging ), bahagian C ( sos putih ), bahagian D (instant Lasagna )

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Bahan bahan yang diperlukan :

Bahagian A:
- Mozarella cheese
- Parmesan cheese

Bahagian B:
- Bawang putih + bawang besar ( ditumbuk halus )
-Daging rincik
-Tomato puri / Prego
-cendawan butang ( dihiris)
-Oregano
- Lada hitam
-Garam secukup rasa

Bahagian C :
- 3/4 sudu tepung gandum
-setengah buttercup
-setengah keju cheddar
-Fresh milk (600 ml )
-garam secukup rasa

Bahagian D:
-Instant Lasagna
-air
-Garam sedikit
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Cara-caranya :

1. Untuk membuat Bahagian B iaitu inti daging, tumiskan bawang besar dan bawang putih yang ditumbuk. selepas itu, masukkan daging yang dicincang, prego/ tomato puri, cendawan butang yang dihiris, lada hitam, oregano dan garam secukup rasa. Lada hitam dan serbuk oregano adalah pilihan.

2. Untuk membuat Bahagian C,masukkan buttercup. Selepas buttercup cair masukkan susu fresh milk, keju cheddar dan tepung gandum. Kacau sehingga sos putih ini tidak berketul ketul.Garam secukup rasa.

3. Untuk Bahagian D instant Lasagna, rebus lasagna dengan kuantiti air yang sederhana banyak, masukkan sedikit minyak supaya tidak melekat dan garam secukup rasa.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

So now kita dah siap semua bahagian tu iaitu bahagian B, C dan D. susun di dalam bekas dengan mempunyai tiga lapisan. Lapisan bawah sekali dengan kepingan lasagna, kemudian  inti daging dan akhir sekali sos putih. Susun berturut tiga lapisan ini ( ikot kepada saiz bekas berapa lapisan ) dan bila dan habis semua, boleh letak bahan Bahagian A iaitu mozarella cheese dan parmesan.

Make sure oven dah panas awal awal dengan suhu 180 degree celcius. Bakar dalam 30-45 minit dengan menggunakan api atas bawah. Done :)

Kau, aku.

Tahu.

Dan kau, aku tahu, 

Dan aku, kau tahu. 

Tiada sesiapa. Tiada orang lain.

' Hanya kita '.

 Tahu. 

Kau dan aku. 

| Hadith Qudsi |


Allah says :

Take one step towards me, 

I will take ten steps towards you,

Walk towards me,

I will run towards you .

-------------------------------------------------------------

Keep praying. Do'a, do'a, do'a :)

It's not easy. It won't be easy.

----------------------------------------------------------------------

Dear Heart,

Do not beat.

Just stay.

Just be there.

Don't move.

Hold on.

Just hold on as long as you can

And please,

Don't fall.

May Allah bless me through His mercy. Amin.

(One and Only- Adele)

You've been on my mind I grow fonder every day

Lose myself in time thinking of your face

God only knows why it's taken me so long to let my doubts go

You're the only want I want

I don't know why I'm scared, I have been here before

Every feeling every word, I've imagined at all

You'll never know if you never try

To forget your past and simply be mine

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only

Promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms

so come on and give me a chance

to prove I'm the one who can walk that mile

until the end starts

If i've been on your mind you hang on every word I say

Lose yourself in time at the mention of my name

Will I ever know how it feels to hold you close

and have you tell me whichever road I choose you'll go

I don't know why I'm scared, I have been here before

Every feeling every word, I've imagined at all

You'll never know if you never try

To forget your past and simply mine

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only

Promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms

so come on and give me a chance

to prove I'm the one who can walk that mile

until the end starts

I know it ain't easy giving up your heart

I know it ain't easy giving up your heart

Nobody's perfect

(I know it ain't easy giving up your heart )

Trust me I've learned it

Nobody's perfect

Trust me I've learned it

(I know it ain't easy giving up your heart )

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only

I Promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms

so come on and give me

to prove im the one who can walk that mile

until the end starts

come on and give me

to prove im the one who can walk that mile

until the end starts

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I dare you.

Surah Ar- Rahman (55:13)

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------

"You knock, He opens. 

You attend, He welcomes. 

You ask, He gives. 

You sin, He tests.

You repent,  He forgives. 

You cry, He listens. 

Everything you do is about you and everything He does is about you. 

So which of Allah's favours would you deny "?

I wonder at loneliness, how long it will be. 

I wonder how long this silence remains.

I wonder what will happen to me if I fall.

I wonder, e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I wait and I wonder. 

But what the mistake that I've done ?

See what happen in my meja study right now ! Really messy kan ? Actually I always try my best tau to study from beginning of the session *konon-kononnya lah * but ends up with last minute jugak setiap every semester. Itu baru lah student betul betul kan?  -_-

Last-minute-study is not very helpful sometimes because we have to memorize everything, understand lagi about every topics/chapters so if you study at last minute, you're not being able to memorize and understand about everything. You can memorize but in a very short moment je. The situasion completely reversed when you sit on the exam. Trust me. Masa tu lah baru macam " eh, aku baca topic ni, kenapa tak ingat ni ?aku baca ni. baca ni. *ulang banyak kali *K." *hentuk kepala atas meja* hey ask yourself lah kan, siapa suruh study last minute hihi. But I always believe tau selagi tak sampai masa, hari nak exam tu, selagi tu saya ada masa nak study. My mom selalu cakap " usaha usaha usaha. If Allah nak bagi, Dia bagi. If tak, usaha lagi, nanti Allah bagi ". Percaya Dia.

I got quiz tonight and my final exam begins on this coming Monday. Orang lain tak final lagi, tapi kitorang start dulu coz madam tu ada hal masa minggu exam. Tak apa lah, macam mana pon, study study study. May Allah ease everything. Bismillahitawakkaltu'alallah ! :) 

How much this heart hurt, I just cannot explain. 

Ya Allah, give me strength. Please avoid me from those people who have hurt me . I can't deal with them anymore.